tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-67696447819057110882011-09-30T09:18:38.264+02:00:dolores:http://www.blogger.com/profile/07925330972598345070noreply@blogger.comBlogger391100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6769644781905711088.post-81960136587058656622011-06-18T15:13:00.000+02:002011-07-17T15:16:58.155+02:00Prašen zid oblakov<div>se zgrinja nad mojo</div><div>barvito simfonijo duše.</div><div><br /></div><div>Ljubim mesečino</div><div>ker njen občutek za</div><div>dinamiko ljubezni prevzame.</div><div><br /></div><div>Ker nočem govoriti</div><div>rim in izpovedovati</div><div>svojih melanholičnih misli.</div><div><br /></div><div>Upočasnim svoj govor,</div><div>tempo mehkega</div><div>zapisovanja mojih misli.</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6769644781905711088-8196013658705865662?l=dolorespadevski.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>:dolores:http://www.blogger.com/profile/07925330972598345070noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6769644781905711088.post-30282999235793449452011-04-04T15:09:00.000+02:002011-07-17T15:13:37.002+02:00¿Me atiende?<div>Je vprašanje</div><div>bolečine.</div><div>Gledam v noč in čutim</div><div>kako kriči</div><div>črna sova kliče tebe,</div><div>dragi Lorca.</div><div><br /></div><div>¿Me atiende?</div><div>Nekoč si rekel</div><div>da pesem hoče biti luč.</div><div>Kako bo pesem luč,</div><div>ko pa nočeš pomagati</div><div>črni sovi</div><div>ki te kliče, dragi Lorca.</div><div><br /></div><div>¿Me atiende?</div><div>Čutim jo</div><div>tesnobno doživetje</div><div><br /></div><div>¿Me atiende?</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6769644781905711088-3028299923579344945?l=dolorespadevski.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>:dolores:http://www.blogger.com/profile/07925330972598345070noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6769644781905711088.post-62564306364616208852011-03-25T15:02:00.000+01:002011-07-17T15:09:07.123+02:00<span class="Apple-style-span" >Ko se izgubiš</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >ljubiti želiš</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >a nikoar ni - ostaneš sam.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >Ko izgubiš nekaj, kar ti je drago</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >Ko izgubiš nekoga, ki ti je blizu</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >Ko izgubiš tisto česar nikoli nisi zares imel</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >Ko izgubiš ljubezen do življenja</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >Ko izgubiš tistega, ki je naredil tvoj dan lepši</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >Ko izgubiš tisto kar si si vedno želel</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >Ko izgubiš nekaj kar ti daje življenje</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >Ko izgubiš solze</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >Ko izgubiš smeh</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >Ko izgubiš srce</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >Ko izgubiš smisel</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >Ko izgubiš vse</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >Ti ni več živeti.</span></div><div><br /></div><img src="http://www.tylershields.com/images/art/ill-sleep-when-im-dead.jpg" style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 504px; height: 336px;" border="0" alt="" /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6769644781905711088-6256430636461620885?l=dolorespadevski.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>:dolores:http://www.blogger.com/profile/07925330972598345070noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6769644781905711088.post-38613342191042149162011-02-08T15:00:00.000+01:002011-07-17T15:02:21.537+02:00<span class="Apple-style-span" >Zakaj hrepenenje zamre</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >vedno ostane,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >vedno čutim,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >vedno vidim,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >samota</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >želim si, da bi te sploh kdaj </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >imela</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >Da bi te sploh kdaj zares poznala</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >da bi sploh kdaj videl.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >kako hrepenim po ljubezni</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >Kako potrebujem </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >neko bližino </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >čustev.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >Čas vedno je ovira</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >za hrepenenje.</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6769644781905711088-3861334219104214916?l=dolorespadevski.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>:dolores:http://www.blogger.com/profile/07925330972598345070noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6769644781905711088.post-24139601262851742552011-01-19T14:56:00.000+01:002011-07-17T15:00:03.287+02:00<span class="Apple-style-span" >Ko vidim luč</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >mislim o tem</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >kako sem ostala </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >sama</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >utesnjen občutek</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >ki ga ne razumeš </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >povzročitelj</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >Ko vidim luč </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >čutim</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >da ti moram odpustiti </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >moja senca</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >za mano je.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >Če uspeš premagati</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >in prehiteti senco</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >in uvideti luč na koncu hodnika</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >je zate upanje</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >da umreš.</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6769644781905711088-2413960126285174255?l=dolorespadevski.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>:dolores:http://www.blogger.com/profile/07925330972598345070noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6769644781905711088.post-1862657991259073702011-01-06T14:45:00.001+01:002011-07-17T14:56:40.570+02:00<div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><span class="Apple-style-span" >O ti vsemogočni</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >ubijalec.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >Ubil si mnogokatero</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >dobro oko.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >Ubijati znaš</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >tudi duše.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >Ubijati znaš </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >tudi polnost ljubezni.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >V vsej svoji</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >psihoanalitični zgodbi,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >te ni bilo tu.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >Ubil si tudi srce.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >Na daljavo.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >Ker ni bilo dotika.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >Tako kot ovca zaman</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >čaka da vzide sonce,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >sonce dobrote.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >In smrti.<br /><br /><img src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-WIP-X8_CQLk/TiLb0QTv_GI/AAAAAAAAAIo/JYe2a383R0o/s400/Coffee_5_Killed_Heart_by_Lechadias.jpg" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5630304174944025698" /></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6769644781905711088-186265799125907370?l=dolorespadevski.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>:dolores:http://www.blogger.com/profile/07925330972598345070noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6769644781905711088.post-40055347404286171022010-12-24T14:35:00.000+01:002011-07-17T14:44:43.875+02:00<span class="Apple-style-span" >Neposredno ...</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >... iz mojega srca.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >Zate pišem ta stih</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >Samo tebi ga posvečam</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >... Oči, ljubezen vidim v njih.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >Ker moje srce hrepeni</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >... po tem da bi te ljubilo.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >V dvomih je</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >Ker noče, da si izigran</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >Ker noče, da si žalosten</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >Težko si je priznati</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >da ljubezen ni le ena</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >Srce joče ker je razdvojeno...</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6769644781905711088-4005534740428617102?l=dolorespadevski.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>:dolores:http://www.blogger.com/profile/07925330972598345070noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6769644781905711088.post-4178587301932370712010-11-30T14:31:00.002+01:002011-07-17T14:34:32.586+02:00<span class="Apple-style-span" >Moje hrepenenje</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >nikoli ga neboš spoznal,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >prepoznal,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >in cenil.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >Obup mi ostane</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >a ni lahko</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >Vdala bi se,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >usode ne spoštovala<br />in utonila</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >v lepoti sovraštva</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >moje duše.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >Hrepenim po bližini,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >tega ne pokažem.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >Nikoli ne boš spoznal,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >prepoznal,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >in cenil.</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6769644781905711088-417858730193237071?l=dolorespadevski.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>:dolores:http://www.blogger.com/profile/07925330972598345070noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6769644781905711088.post-5812963294771736052010-11-29T14:26:00.000+01:002011-07-17T14:30:41.034+02:00<span class="Apple-style-span" >Trenutek čarovnije<br />imam nek tuj</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >občutek ki</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >ga ne poznam da sem<br />popolnoma drugje.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >Zagledam se v<br />šesto dimenzijo</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >katero čutim</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >upam da le jaz.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >Zaznam bolečino</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >v samoti nekih ljudi</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >v srcu čutim</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >strahospoštovanje,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >ne!</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >Čutim strast<br />ti jim ne pomagaš<br />človek pač nisi.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >Pomagam,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >pomagaš,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >pomaga.<br /><br />Pomagati?<br />Pomoč?</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >Grdo se znaš<br />izražati s hinavskim</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >nasmehom,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >katerega tudi</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >vreden nisi.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >Ne veš kaj je lakota.<br />Strast. Obup. Nič.</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6769644781905711088-581296329477173605?l=dolorespadevski.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>:dolores:http://www.blogger.com/profile/07925330972598345070noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6769644781905711088.post-45760091007610946272010-06-15T15:10:00.003+02:002010-06-15T15:21:20.863+02:00<span style="font-style: italic;font-family:arial;" >Očala so na meni.</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;font-family:arial;" >samo zato, da me ne vidite jokati..</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">za vas vedno sem vesela</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">za vas naj bom pomoč</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">za vas se trudim </span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;font-family:arial;" >Očala so na meni.</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;font-family:arial;" >samo zato, da me ne vidite jokati..</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">Slaba volja na meni.</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">nesmete je poznati..</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">To sem torej jaz,</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">dve osebi.</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">Ne živim, sem zato, da se prilagajam.</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">Drugim.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;font-family:arial;" >Očala so na meni.</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;font-family:arial;" >Samo zato, da me ne vidite jokati..</span><br />__________________________________________________<br /><span style="font-size:78%;"> za vsakim verzom je utemeljena zgodba.<br /><br /></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://emilysutherland.files.wordpress.com/2008/11/crying-eye.jpg"><img style="float: left; margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; cursor: pointer; width: 294px; height: 320px;" src="http://emilysutherland.files.wordpress.com/2008/11/crying-eye.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"><br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6769644781905711088-4576009100761094627?l=dolorespadevski.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>:dolores:http://www.blogger.com/profile/07925330972598345070noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6769644781905711088.post-78413184192098963192010-06-15T15:07:00.002+02:002010-06-15T15:10:22.618+02:00<span style="font-family:arial;">Ko ti je ves trud zaman<br />ko ne moreš več naprej<br />mi ostaneš ti<br /><span style="font-style: italic;">neznano</span><br />samo ti si nepopolno kot vsi<br />samo ti si tako kot vsi<br />samo ti si up<br />ker me ne delaš manjše,<br />nesposobnejše, ko sem ob tebi<br />ker to delajo vsi<br />ko ne morem<br />in nisem mogla več naprej<br />si mi ostalo ti<br /><span style="font-style: italic;">neznano.</span><br />od tebe nisem slabša. niti boljša.<br />sem nič in ob enem vse.<br /><span style="font-style: italic;">neznano.</span><br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6769644781905711088-7841318419209896319?l=dolorespadevski.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>:dolores:http://www.blogger.com/profile/07925330972598345070noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6769644781905711088.post-37720268518577323052010-06-15T15:03:00.002+02:002010-06-15T15:07:00.496+02:00<span style="font-family: verdana;">To je tvoj psihični padec.<br />Trenutek ko umiraš.<br />Ni poti.<br />Naprej ne gre.<br /><br />Ustaviš se in zamižiš.<br />Ne obstajam več.<br />Ljubim smrt.<br />Ljubim smrt.<br />Ljubim smrt.<br /><br />Letim v prihodnost.<br />Ne.<br />To je iluzija,<br />ker v resnici spim.<br /><br />Mrtva sem.<br />Psihično ubita.<br />Ne glej me.<br /><br />Sram me je, a dogaja se.<br />Krivica je.<br />Krivica bo.<br /><br />Ljubim smrt.<br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6769644781905711088-3772026851857732305?l=dolorespadevski.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>:dolores:http://www.blogger.com/profile/07925330972598345070noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6769644781905711088.post-15094358568047529482010-06-14T17:14:00.002+02:002010-06-14T17:17:54.835+02:00<span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">Zakaj spet pišem<br />o bolečini mojega srca.<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;"></span></span></span><span style="font-family: verdana;">Ko vsi ki ti pomenijo<br />smisel ali nesmisel<br />namišljenega življenja<br />pričajo o tem<br />da sivina modre barve ni<br />to kar želiš.<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">Zakaj spet pišem</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">o bolečini mojega srca.</span><br /><br />Vidim nevsakdanjost<br />in razkol bo večen<br />ne vem absolutno</span><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-family: verdana;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"></span><br /></span></span><span style="font-family: verdana;">a govorim</span><span style="font-family: verdana;"><br />oblika besed v stihu<br />to kar želim.<br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">Zakaj spet pišem</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">o bolečini mojega srca.</span></span><br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6769644781905711088-1509435856804752948?l=dolorespadevski.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>:dolores:http://www.blogger.com/profile/07925330972598345070noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6769644781905711088.post-89591120297457454692010-06-14T17:11:00.000+02:002010-06-14T17:13:52.174+02:00<span style="font-family: verdana;">Ko ne veš več kam.<br />Svet se ti zdi poguba.<br />Ko se ti zdi da umiraš.<br />Poet ni vreden ničesar.<br />Ko hočeš vsemu ubežati.<br />Je tam pred teboj nekdo.<br /><br />Ukazuješ mi naj molim.<br />Drzneš si.<br />Ne poslušaš mojih težav.<br />Siliš me v nesmisel.<br />Hočeš da izgorim.<br /><br />Ko ne veš več kam.<br />Sam ne boš.<br />Čeprav si že.<br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6769644781905711088-8959112029745745469?l=dolorespadevski.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>:dolores:http://www.blogger.com/profile/07925330972598345070noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6769644781905711088.post-84306940188748112732010-06-14T16:58:00.002+02:002010-06-14T17:11:15.764+02:00<span style="font-family:verdana;">Ko si končno na tleh<br />vedno si si tega želel<br />ljubil si <span style="font-style: italic;">PORAZ.<span style="font-style: italic;"><br /><br /></span></span>Gledam temnosivo steno<br />pod katero zdaj klečim<br />ljubil sem <span style="font-style: italic;">PORAZ.</span><br /><br />Ko končno spet si tu<br />nikoli nisi vedel nič<br />ljubil si <span style="font-style: italic;">PORAZ.</span><br /><br />Tu se gibam spet<br />v oblakih morje iščem<br />ljubil sem <span style="font-style: italic;">PORAZ.<br /><br /></span></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://farm2.static.flickr.com/1146/1346984884_250bf29c69.jpg"><img style="float: left; margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; cursor: pointer; width: 500px; height: 379px;" src="http://farm2.static.flickr.com/1146/1346984884_250bf29c69.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6769644781905711088-8430694018874811273?l=dolorespadevski.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>:dolores:http://www.blogger.com/profile/07925330972598345070noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6769644781905711088.post-22385546596779812152010-05-18T22:45:00.000+02:002010-05-18T22:46:10.178+02:00<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">kot sraka živim</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">krade me tvoja senca</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">izgubljam se tam</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;"></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6769644781905711088-2238554659677981215?l=dolorespadevski.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>:dolores:http://www.blogger.com/profile/07925330972598345070noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6769644781905711088.post-38213804333662425582010-05-18T22:41:00.003+02:002010-05-19T00:30:13.761+02:00Hočem te objeti<br />čeprav samo za<br />trenutek<br />samo še jočem...<br />čedalje manj<br />se približujem<br />ljudem, se izmikam<br />kajti ne morem ohraniti stika<br />kajti ne morem jih ljubiti<br /><br />Samo ti, si svetla<br />točka čiste, pristne ljubezni<br />bežim<br />od doma<br />od doma stran.<br />in še vedno, hočem te objeti.<br /><br />Čeprav samo za nekaj časa<br />čeprav samo za...<br />... za trenutek.<br />Le da čutim tvojo bližino.<br />Le da čutim te ob meni.<br />Tvojo bližino in srce<br />ob meni.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6769644781905711088-3821380433366242558?l=dolorespadevski.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>:dolores:http://www.blogger.com/profile/07925330972598345070noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6769644781905711088.post-62030947532133010992010-05-18T22:37:00.002+02:002010-05-18T22:41:18.690+02:00<span style="font-family: verdana;">... objemam to odejo, mižim<br />in sanjam da to si ti ...<br />... nočem te izpustiti, kajti<br />vem da te tako izgubim ...<br /><br />... a zdi se mi, čutim lahko, da ti<br />odhajaš ...<br />še močneje te privijem k sebi ...<br />... še kar se oddaljuješ ...<br />nočem da odideš ...<br /><br />delam napake, kot to delajo vsi ...<br />tukaj in sedaj ...<br />... vidim to človeško nemoralnost ...<br />še vedno hočem ...<br />da si tu.<br /><br />... vsaj v sanjah.<br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6769644781905711088-6203094753213301099?l=dolorespadevski.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>:dolores:http://www.blogger.com/profile/07925330972598345070noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6769644781905711088.post-47335168885220926602010-03-08T22:33:00.003+01:002010-03-08T22:51:29.771+01:00<span style="font-family: verdana;">Kadim.</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Razmišljam.</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Boli me spomin.</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Kam sem odšla?</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Ne. Odšel si ti...</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Gorim.</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Ljubezen izda sovražnika.</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Torej ne obstaja.</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">To ni njen namen.</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">to ni njena identiteta.</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Tudi njo boli.</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Odhaja.</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Stran od mene.</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Kam sem odšla?</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Nisem.</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Le tebe ni več.</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Nimam zatočišča.</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Nimam objema.</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Ne maram.</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Kadim.</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Solze zate več ne izgubim.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6769644781905711088-4733516888522092660?l=dolorespadevski.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>:dolores:http://www.blogger.com/profile/07925330972598345070noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6769644781905711088.post-21318520355608357442010-03-08T22:31:00.002+01:002010-03-08T22:32:50.608+01:00<div style="text-align: center; font-family: verdana;">... v duhu rešitve<br />goreč metulj<br />ne išče<br />temveč ima<br />ne gleda<br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: verdana;">temveč prosi...</span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6769644781905711088-2131852035560835744?l=dolorespadevski.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>:dolores:http://www.blogger.com/profile/07925330972598345070noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6769644781905711088.post-13839636563925774152010-03-08T22:28:00.002+01:002010-03-08T22:31:26.507+01:00<span style="font-family: verdana;">Gospodar</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">nepriljubljenega kraljestva</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">kajti globoka moč,</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">odsev trpljenja,..</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">nadaljevati nočem.</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Tukaj sem</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">tukaj bom</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">v večno čast in slavo</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">mrtev bom.</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Brez srca.</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Nikoli ni hotel pomagati</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">da ne bil bi izgubljen</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">gospodar</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">kraljestva nepriljubljenih.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6769644781905711088-1383963656392577415?l=dolorespadevski.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>:dolores:http://www.blogger.com/profile/07925330972598345070noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6769644781905711088.post-28068305554799194002009-11-14T20:50:00.003+01:002009-11-14T21:05:08.722+01:00<span style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-size:180%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;">Ezul</span></span> > beseda se me je dotaknila že prvič ko sem jo slišala.. sama kompozicija teh štirih črk skupaj v eni besedi izraža neko žalost.. odhod.. grenkobo.. brez žara.. brez luči.. morda sivino.. vonj po pustem.. po vlagi..<br />sedaj preberi besedo še enkrat... naglasi jo pravilno.. drugi samoglasnik, torej U..<br />better?<br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);"><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">beseda je namreč:</span></span><span style="font-size:85%;"><br />- italijanskega izvora - </span><span style="font-style: italic;font-size:85%;" >esule</span><span style="font-size:85%;"><br />- označuje predstavnika moškega spola<br />- izgnanec / pregnanec<br /></span><br />v smislu kot takem.. nezaželjen v svoji domovini, sistemu.. manjvreden.. poniževan.. uporabljen za delovno silo.. brez življenja.. prednikov.. sorodnikov.. praktično smatran človek kot objekt in ne kot živo bitje, sočlovek..<br /><br />zbirka mojih pesmi Ezul.. se vživlja v vlogo Ezula.. od pomanjkanja ljubezni do smrti, poniževanja itd.<br /><br /><blockquote></blockquote><blockquote style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="font-size:85%;">obrazložitev sem napisala v namen da se vso to "poezijo žalosti" med branjem obravnava tako kot je.. iz prvega pomena naslova..<br />za lažjo predstavo o pomenu stihov..</span></blockquote><blockquote></blockquote><br /><br />lp,Dolores<br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6769644781905711088-2806830555479919400?l=dolorespadevski.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>:dolores:http://www.blogger.com/profile/07925330972598345070noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6769644781905711088.post-57943377804653618592009-11-14T19:33:00.002+01:002009-11-14T20:46:05.151+01:00<span style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-style: italic;">Jaz in ona</span><br /><br />iz oči v oči<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">vidim</span> sebe<br /><span style="font-style: italic;">v njej</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">vidim</span> prihodnost<br /><span style="font-style: italic;">v njej</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">vidim</span> izgubo<br /><span style="font-style: italic;">v njej</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">moja čustva...</span><br />...<span style="font-size:78%;">tokrat premočna</span><br />izraz na obrazu<br />jutri<span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:180%;" >?</span></span><span style="font-family:verdana;"><br />to obstaja<span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:180%;" >?</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">molčim in se utapljam</span><br /></span><div style="text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-style: italic;font-family:verdana;" ><br />v njej</span><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_WbMi1Ch_VG0/Sv8I1_TrOfI/AAAAAAAAAFE/XCV4ZkawU2Q/s1600-h/near-death-experience-1.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_WbMi1Ch_VG0/Sv8I1_TrOfI/AAAAAAAAAFE/XCV4ZkawU2Q/s200/near-death-experience-1.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5404047801487931890" border="0" /></a><br /></div><span style="font-family:verdana;"></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6769644781905711088-5794337780465361859?l=dolorespadevski.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>:dolores:http://www.blogger.com/profile/07925330972598345070noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6769644781905711088.post-33776464154332700402009-11-08T22:05:00.002+01:002009-11-08T22:15:42.589+01:00<div style="text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: verdana;"><span style="font-style: italic;">bolestno opajanje..</span></span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;"><span style="font-size:130%;">krik!</span></span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">omama, občutek</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">individualnost.</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">v ospredju je užitek</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">užitek v nevarnosti</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">nasmeh</span> <span style="font-size:78%;">grdemu</span></span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">nasmeh </span><span style="font-size:78%;">zločinu</span></span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">nasmeh</span> <span style="font-size:78%;">vonju sivin</span></span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">črnobelih slik</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;"></span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-style: italic;">... brezčutnost, breztežnost, brezobzirnost ...</span></span></span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-style: italic;"></span></span></span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-style: italic;"></span></span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">smrt.</span></span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">ni daleč</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">občutek omame</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;"><span style="font-size:180%;">krik!</span></span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;"><span style="font-style: italic;">bolestno opajanje..</span></span><br /></div><span style="font-family: verdana;"></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6769644781905711088-3377646415433270040?l=dolorespadevski.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>:dolores:http://www.blogger.com/profile/07925330972598345070noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6769644781905711088.post-43572369955800449342009-10-21T11:18:00.005+02:002009-10-21T11:23:53.507+02:00Hočem te.!<br />zakaj bežiš iz dneva v dan dlje..<br />dlje...<br />stran od mene.<br />zakaj si preprosto ne priznaš?<br />priznaš..<br />prepustiš vesolju.<br />vseeno je kaj bo..<br />kaj je..<br />in česa ni..<br />imam te zase..<br />čutim te iz užitka..<br />ne odhajaj..<br />ne odidi..<br />bilo bi lepo.. te imeti.!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6769644781905711088-4357236995580044934?l=dolorespadevski.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>:dolores:http://www.blogger.com/profile/07925330972598345070noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6769644781905711088.post-3993854688948897852009-09-20T18:03:00.003+02:002009-09-20T18:09:19.314+02:00<div style="text-align: center;"><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Pomeni mi moč</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">in nikoli ne jočem</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">drevo nima vej.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">***</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Ljubezen in jaz</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">ne izrečeš ničesar</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">megla in tavam..</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">***</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">Nekateri so</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">grešii in biti</span><br /><span style="font-family: verdana;">visoko sem jaz.</span><br /><br /><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6769644781905711088-399385468894889785?l=dolorespadevski.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>:dolores:http://www.blogger.com/profile/07925330972598345070noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6769644781905711088.post-9518837248658714952009-09-20T16:19:00.003+02:002009-09-20T16:26:43.777+02:00<span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-style: italic;font-family:verdana;" ><blockquote></blockquote><blockquote></blockquote></span></span><blockquote><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-style: italic;font-family:verdana;" >Oseba A išče in si želi. </span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">V svetu črk in ugovorov se predrami. </span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">V vsej svoji lepoti skriva notranjost.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">Sprašuje se, zakaj živi. </span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;font-family:verdana;" >Oseba B ustvarja in ne igra umazanih kart. </span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">Pristransko življenje ni nekaj, na kar bi morali paziti. </span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">Pride samo po sebi. </span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">Beseda pa nas le sporazumeva, nas seznanja in spoznava. </span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">Živi v čistih barvah. </span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">Nekateri menijo, da je nečistost v ljubezni. </span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">Nekateri. </span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">Ne vedo, da so le kapljica morja. </span><br /><span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;font-family:verdana;" >Obstajam drugič. </span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">Osebi se srečata, združita. </span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">Nastane skupek poželenja in pravičnosti. </span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">Siva nečistost. </span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">Ljubezen. </span></span><blockquote></blockquote></blockquote><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6769644781905711088-951883724865871495?l=dolorespadevski.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>:dolores:http://www.blogger.com/profile/07925330972598345070noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6769644781905711088.post-64963973683003848742009-09-19T19:03:00.003+02:002009-09-19T19:09:54.364+02:00<span style="font-family:verdana;">Hočem strah</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;"><br />ni več</span> <span style="font-family:verdana;"><br /><br />vidim smrt</span> <span style="font-family:verdana;"><br /><br />ne grem nazaj</span> <span style="font-family:verdana;"><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">Absurd Realnosti</span></span> <span style="font-family:verdana;"><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">Virtualna Komedija</span></span> <span style="font-family:verdana;"><br /><br />ni več</span> <span style="font-family:verdana;"><br /><br />živim zase</span> <span style="font-family:verdana;"><br /><br />usmiljenja ni</span> <span style="font-family:verdana;"><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">Grozim Egoistu</span></span> <span style="font-style: italic;font-family:verdana;" ><br /></span><span style="font-family:verdana;"><br />sebi sam.<br /><br />.</span><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_WbMi1Ch_VG0/SrUPpSWIEzI/AAAAAAAAAEk/h_ZTMAn1L0M/s1600-h/selfish-20050613-221712.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 207px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_WbMi1Ch_VG0/SrUPpSWIEzI/AAAAAAAAAEk/h_ZTMAn1L0M/s320/selfish-20050613-221712.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5383226131564991282" border="0" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6769644781905711088-6496397368300384874?l=dolorespadevski.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>:dolores:http://www.blogger.com/profile/07925330972598345070noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6769644781905711088.post-86695579597354188732009-09-19T19:00:00.002+02:002009-09-19T19:03:14.760+02:00Živim kot senca<br /><br />nisem v mraku<br /><br />govorim<br /><br />kot ti se tresem<br /><br />ne govorim več<br /><br />le še čutim<br /><br />čutim, da je vse odšlo<br /><br />moje morje gori<br /><br />ni ljubezen<br /><br />tudi žival več nisem<br /><br />sem kot oblak nad vsemi<br /><br />tvoja sem.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_WbMi1Ch_VG0/SrUOq4qzhrI/AAAAAAAAAEc/IVOH1OGj-5Y/s1600-h/darkness.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_WbMi1Ch_VG0/SrUOq4qzhrI/AAAAAAAAAEc/IVOH1OGj-5Y/s200/darkness.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5383225059520513714" border="0" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6769644781905711088-8669557959735418873?l=dolorespadevski.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>:dolores:http://www.blogger.com/profile/07925330972598345070noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6769644781905711088.post-18622139417808113972009-09-19T18:50:00.004+02:002009-09-19T19:00:05.124+02:00<div style="text-align: center; font-family: verdana;">Um mi razodeva<br />tebe želeti<br />kako težko je nebo<br />nagnjenost k stvraniku<br />kje sem?<br /><br />Ljubim temo<br />ne občutim črnih sten<br />s tabo živeti<br />nočem spet razmišljati<br />zaprta v neskončnost... <br /><br />Hočem - ti si ognej<br />izgubljam se<br />duša mi razkriva pomen<br />globoko v sebi morim<br />hočem ven.<br /><br />Mi zameriš?<br />kot kaplja, jutranja rosa<br />kako si želim pomladi<br />sonce je drugje<br />skoraj obstajaš.<br /></div><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_WbMi1Ch_VG0/SrUNlFS3anI/AAAAAAAAAEU/210lDyVfn0c/s1600-h/tear.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 386px; height: 281px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_WbMi1Ch_VG0/SrUNlFS3anI/AAAAAAAAAEU/210lDyVfn0c/s400/tear.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5383223860318923378" border="0" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6769644781905711088-1862213941780811397?l=dolorespadevski.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>:dolores:http://www.blogger.com/profile/07925330972598345070noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6769644781905711088.post-63133158176933525112009-07-13T22:11:00.006+02:002009-08-18T20:37:36.430+02:00<span style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">DAN ZA DNEM</span><br /><br /></span>izgubljam svoj smeh<br /><br />zakaj?<br /><br />sama ne živim<br /><br />telo ni<br /><br />ti si moj greh<br /><br />napake<br /><br />bolečina ne umre.<br /><br /></span></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_WbMi1Ch_VG0/SluZZYlFhDI/AAAAAAAAACQ/AfyCZqZ4Iv0/s1600-h/pain.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 241px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_WbMi1Ch_VG0/SluZZYlFhDI/AAAAAAAAACQ/AfyCZqZ4Iv0/s320/pain.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5358044843061118002" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><br /><br /></span><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">MOLK JE ZAPOLNIL</span><br /></span><br />mojo dušo<br /><br />tu ni upanja ker<br /><br />palec ni navzgor<br /><br />in rok<br /><br />ni v zraku<br /><br />to pomeni poraz.<br /><br /><br /></span></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_WbMi1Ch_VG0/SluZmoBG82I/AAAAAAAAACY/sNxIbNPIPoY/s1600-h/obup1.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 300px; height: 200px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_WbMi1Ch_VG0/SluZmoBG82I/AAAAAAAAACY/sNxIbNPIPoY/s320/obup1.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5358045070543483746" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;"><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;">VISOKO NAD NAMI</span><br /><br />je nekdo in<br /><br />bojim se<br /><br />tišine<br /><br />ker ne spim v svoji<br /><br />postelji<br /><br />temveč na dnu.<br /><br /></span></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_WbMi1Ch_VG0/SluaLilXlVI/AAAAAAAAACg/jhIX1XZClnA/s1600-h/Strah-1.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 250px; height: 303px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_WbMi1Ch_VG0/SluaLilXlVI/AAAAAAAAACg/jhIX1XZClnA/s320/Strah-1.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5358045704740115794" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;"><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;">NEKOČ SEM SANJALA</span><br /><br />temno<br /><br />pred očmi<br /><br />kajti sonce<br /><br />na tvoji strani<br /><br />pomeni noč<br /><br />na moji strani<br /><br />pa vendar stojim.</span><br /><br /></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_WbMi1Ch_VG0/SluaYw84o7I/AAAAAAAAACo/T9omAPHsLgM/s1600-h/hope.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 218px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_WbMi1Ch_VG0/SluaYw84o7I/AAAAAAAAACo/T9omAPHsLgM/s320/hope.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5358045931935146930" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;"><br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6769644781905711088-6313315817693352511?l=dolorespadevski.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>:dolores:http://www.blogger.com/profile/07925330972598345070noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6769644781905711088.post-38752745447705820822009-07-12T01:38:00.004+02:002009-07-12T01:51:04.002+02:00<span style="font-family:verdana;">sedela <span style="font-style: italic;">sva</span></span> <span style="font-family:verdana;"><br />objel<span style="font-style: italic;"> si me</span></span> <span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:verdana;"><br />ljubezen slepa <span style="font-style: italic;">je bila</span></span></span> <br /><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">govoril <span style="font-style: italic;">si mi</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">na uho<span style="font-style: italic;"> si šepetal mi</span></span> <span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:verdana;"><br />ljubila <span style="font-style: italic;">sem te</span></span></span> <span style="font-family:verdana;"><br /><br />sedaj sama <span style="font-size:85%;">tu sedim</span></span> <span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;font-family:verdana;" ><br />POD KROŠNJAMI DREVES</span> <span style="font-family:verdana;"><br />gledam svet</span> <span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:verdana;"><br />po licu sloza mi polzi</span></span> <span style="font-family:verdana;"><br /><br />ni te več ob meni</span> <span style="font-family:verdana;"><br />zame <span style="font-style: italic;">ne obstajaš več</span></span> <span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:verdana;"><br />a želim si te objeti</span></span> <span style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-style: italic;"><br /><br />da spet bi</span> mi govoril</span> <span style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-style: italic;"><br />da spet bi</span> šepetal mi na uho</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">bilo bi kot nekoč..</span></span><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_WbMi1Ch_VG0/SlkkwiirtYI/AAAAAAAAACI/cCVcg27UiqU/s1600-h/sunlight.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 400px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_WbMi1Ch_VG0/SlkkwiirtYI/AAAAAAAAACI/cCVcg27UiqU/s400/sunlight.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5357353648058512770" border="0" /></a>Photo by: Robert Kruh. [sunlight]<br /><span style="font-size:78%;">naravnost čudivito ;)<br />fotka mi je dala navdih..<br />počaščena sem. :)<br /></span><img src="file:///C:/DOCUME%7E1/ADMINI%7E1/LOCALS%7E1/Temp/moz-screenshot-9.jpg" alt="" /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6769644781905711088-3875274544770582082?l=dolorespadevski.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>:dolores:http://www.blogger.com/profile/07925330972598345070noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6769644781905711088.post-65662095414643412982009-07-08T22:02:00.002+02:002009-07-08T22:19:06.103+02:00<span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">dal si mi cvet<br /></span></span><span style="font-family:verdana;">za ta trenutek res nimam besed<br /></span><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-style: italic;"><br /></span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-family:verdana;">ko se spominjam te</span><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-style: italic;"> drhtim<br /></span></span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-style: italic;">držim</span> ta cvet in <span style="font-style: italic;">čutim</span> te</span><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-style: italic;"><br /></span></span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-family:verdana;">tedaj</span><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-style: italic;"> lebdim<br /><br /></span></span></span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-style: italic;">cvet za naju, </span>hitro veni<br />prosim - vsaj nocoj ne zaspi<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">želim si te več<br /></span>tvoj glas in roke<br />odhod bil je <span style="font-style: italic;">boleč<br /><br />cvet kmalu umre</span><br />vsaj ti se vrni - <span style="font-style: italic;">ljubim te.<br /><br /></span></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_WbMi1Ch_VG0/SlT_EePF7UI/AAAAAAAAACA/YhWVNQbHegQ/s1600-h/5844948-md.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_WbMi1Ch_VG0/SlT_EePF7UI/AAAAAAAAACA/YhWVNQbHegQ/s400/5844948-md.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5356186309151288642" border="0" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6769644781905711088-6566209541464341298?l=dolorespadevski.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>:dolores:http://www.blogger.com/profile/07925330972598345070noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6769644781905711088.post-85835537841666048382009-03-10T19:46:00.000+01:002009-03-10T19:50:12.744+01:00<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: georgia;"><br /><br />Ljubim nevarnost</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">počutim se kot svoj jaz</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">zakaj odhajaš.</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;"><br />***<br /><br />Odhajaš sedaj<br />zadet si in povsem tuj<br />za vedno zaspiš.<br /><br />***<br /><br />Duša umira<br />zdaj slišim odmev in krik<br />jokala ne bom.<br /><br /><br /></span><span style="font-family: georgia;"></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6769644781905711088-8583553784166604838?l=dolorespadevski.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>:dolores:http://www.blogger.com/profile/07925330972598345070noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6769644781905711088.post-20285685286662314662009-03-10T19:21:00.000+01:002009-03-10T19:45:12.480+01:00<span style="font-style: italic;font-family:georgia;" >Zelim si velikega dne..<br /><br /></span><span style="font-family:georgia;">..ki bi bil namenjen le uresničevanju svojih najlepših sanj.. ki bi bil namenjen le objemu..<br /></span> <span style="font-family:georgia;">namenjen le poljubu.. le pogledu.. namsehu..</span> <span style="font-family:georgia;"><br /><br />.. prepustim se glasbi.. in zaspim.</span> <span style="font-family:georgia;"><br />a to ni spanec.. to je le </span><span style="font-style: italic;font-family:georgia;" >privid spokojnosti..</span> <span style="font-family:georgia;"><br /><br />obraz napolnjuje milina..</span> <span style="font-family:georgia;"><br />.. dežne kapljice.. ena za drugo..<br />padajo.</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;"> veliko jih je..</span> <span style="font-family:georgia;">a jih morem prešteti.</span> <span style="font-family:georgia;"><br /><br />slišim lahen piš vetra..<br />vse je tako </span><span style="font-style: italic;font-family:georgia;" >mrtvo </span><span style="font-family:georgia;">.. a tako živo.</span> <span style="font-family:georgia;"><br />ne spim..</span> <span style="font-family:georgia;"><br />vse le opazujem.. iz notranjosti..</span> <span style="font-family:georgia;"><br /><br />hodim.. zdim se sebi tako opazna.. tako očitna..</span> <span style="font-family:georgia;"><br />a me </span><span style="font-style: italic;font-family:georgia;" >nihče ne vidi</span><span style="font-family:georgia;">..</span> <span style="font-family:georgia;"><br /><br />objem narave..<br />ležim sredi zapuščenega pašnika..</span> <span style="font-family:georgia;"><br /><br />vodna para se dviga iz mene..</span> <span style="font-family:georgia;"><br /><br />kmalu me več ne bo..</span> <span style="font-style: italic;font-family:georgia;" ><br />pretiravam s spokojnostjo</span><span style="font-family:georgia;">..</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;">a tukaj je raj..</span> <span style="font-family:georgia;"><br />le kako naj se mu uprem?</span> <span style="font-family:georgia;"><br /><br />vsa voda je izparela..</span> <span style="font-family:georgia;"><br /><br />.. a </span><span style="font-style: italic;font-family:georgia;" >duša živi</span><span style="font-family:georgia;"> ..</span> <span style="font-family:georgia;"><br />brez telesa tava..</span> <br /><br /><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;">imam še toliko moči da ji pojiščem lastnico.. </span> <span style="font-family:georgia;">..kateri bo hvaležna.</span><br /><br /><br /> <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_WbMi1Ch_VG0/Sba0IbE1RVI/AAAAAAAAABI/G9Z7z8yfVHc/s1600-h/Rain+drops_+non-wetting.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_WbMi1Ch_VG0/Sba0IbE1RVI/AAAAAAAAABI/G9Z7z8yfVHc/s400/Rain+drops_+non-wetting.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5311630867330057554" border="0" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6769644781905711088-2028568528666231466?l=dolorespadevski.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>:dolores:http://www.blogger.com/profile/07925330972598345070noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6769644781905711088.post-23407115721472636942009-03-08T16:20:00.000+01:002009-03-08T16:26:23.288+01:00<div class="item_content clearfix"><div class="description"><br />moj mesec.. nekje sem zasledila tale text.. zgleda zanimiv.. opisoval naj bi vse ki mso rojeni tega meseca..<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislike unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.</span></div><a onclick="'ProfileInfoEdit.editors[" class="item_x"><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;">je to res?..</span><br /><br /><br /><br /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_WbMi1Ch_VG0/SbPjW5BfPyI/AAAAAAAAABA/ZSlUWIzulMU/s1600-h/u_can_always_make_me_smile.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 318px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_WbMi1Ch_VG0/SbPjW5BfPyI/AAAAAAAAABA/ZSlUWIzulMU/s320/u_can_always_make_me_smile.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5310838368003637026" border="0" /></a><a onclick="'ProfileInfoEdit.editors[" class="item_x"><br /></a></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6769644781905711088-2340711572147263694?l=dolorespadevski.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>:dolores:http://www.blogger.com/profile/07925330972598345070noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6769644781905711088.post-6341315725413801672009-03-08T15:43:00.000+01:002009-03-08T16:11:52.277+01:00<span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:georgia;">... ali mi mogoče tega ni treba... ravno... sedaj?<br />ja.. vprašanje na katerega si skušam odgovoriti že dobrih 5 ur..<br /><br />.. ampak lahko bi pa vseeno ..<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:130%;"><blockquote></blockquote></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:georgia;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:130%;">fak!</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"> </span></span><span style="font-size:85%;">... neham ...</span><br /><br />ja.. danes en tak lep dan.. sonce.. toplo..<br />vse kar si sploh lahko človek želi..<br />pa vendar potrebujem nekaj več..<br />morda je to le <span style="font-style: italic;">čik in kava</span>..<br />morda je to <span style="font-style: italic;">hud</span> <span style="font-style: italic;">in nadvse potreben tip v postelji</span>..<br />ali pa je to le <span style="font-style: italic;">svoboda</span>.. <span style="font-style: italic;">neobveznost</span>..<br />časovna svoboda, da mi ničesar ne bi bilo potrebno storiti takoj zdaj..<br />da bi blo vse bolj ... <span style="font-style: italic;">u iziiii..<br /><span style="font-size:85%;">[sedaj razumem folk.. ki gre vsakdan na joint.. ]</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"><br /></span></span>res je...<br />... <span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;">nevem kaj hočem</span> .. gledam po hiši ...<br />mar nimam vsega kar si želim .. vse lahko dobim .. nič mi ne manjka ..<br />razmišljam o stotinah otrok, ki vsakdan umrejo od lakote, bolečine, strahu, groze, ...<br />še bi lahko naštevala ..<br />jaz pa hočem svobodo .. <span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-style: italic;">[ what the fuck!? ]</span></span><br />vsi smo čedalje bolj pohlepni.. nehote..?<br />ali nas je morda družba naučila, da <span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:130%;">moramo</span> </span>biti takšni..<br /><br /><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-style: italic;">moram.? </span></span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">hotela sem besedo dovoli da za njo nekaj ostane.. nekaj o čemer se da premišljevati..<br />ni pregroba in je ob enem temna.<br /></span><br /></span></span><div style="text-align: left;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_WbMi1Ch_VG0/SbPfv97rRDI/AAAAAAAAAAw/DmWPEZWra90/s1600-h/Diamonds.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 128px; height: 160px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_WbMi1Ch_VG0/SbPfv97rRDI/AAAAAAAAAAw/DmWPEZWra90/s320/Diamonds.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5310834400771654706" border="0" /></a><br /></div><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:georgia;"><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"></span><br /></span></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6769644781905711088-634131572541380167?l=dolorespadevski.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>:dolores:http://www.blogger.com/profile/07925330972598345070noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6769644781905711088.post-13903805086097072112009-03-07T15:47:00.000+01:002009-03-07T15:57:22.231+01:00<span style="font-family: georgia;">Zakaj revolucija?<br />Števil je neskončno.<br />Igla v kopici sena.<br />Cipa.<br />Na dnu vesolja tavam.<br />Trava diši, se kadi.<br />Spet napake... Stop.<br />Jaz sem popoln.<br />To zmorem.<br />Te je že kdo našel?<br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-style: italic;"><br /><br />... današnje razpoloženje ...</span></span><br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6769644781905711088-1390380508609707211?l=dolorespadevski.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>:dolores:http://www.blogger.com/profile/07925330972598345070noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6769644781905711088.post-74774703844676962672009-03-07T15:07:00.000+01:002009-03-07T15:21:45.389+01:00<span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;"><br />ja.. že dolg obljubljam da bom tut jst nardila blog..<br />pa mi nekak nikol ne rata.. ni časa pa to.. :)<br />pa čis zmeri je biu izgovor da je prekomplicirano..<br /><br />in sm se odločila.. sm si vzela čs.. pa še vidla da je dejansko čist u izi.. :)<br /><br />torej... tukej gor si bodo sledil posti en za drugim.. upam da čimbol pogosto..<br /><span style="font-size:85%;">vsekakor pa ne zamert če bom kdaj pozabila.. :)</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;font-size:100%;" >..kajti človeško se je motiti..</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-style: italic;">Is This Love?<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"></span></span><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-style: italic;"></span><br /></span></span><br /><br /></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6769644781905711088-7477470384467696267?l=dolorespadevski.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>:dolores:http://www.blogger.com/profile/07925330972598345070noreply@blogger.com1